containing multititudes
May 30, 2003 | Leave a Comment
There is never enough time in the day or night to accomplish all the things I am capable of. I am one big ball of wasted potential. I hate that in other people. I just can’t stand it. Goals, drive, direction are extremely attractive to me. Yet I am barely driven. I have no true passion. I have the most limited of all educations - a little of everything. And full of contradictions.
Web Cam Fixed
May 27, 2003 | Leave a Comment
Bill just fixed my web cam. hurray.
I’ve been a bad, bad girl…
May 22, 2003 | Leave a Comment
When I say I’ve done bad things lately I’m talking about pretty minor bad things.
I slept with someone I shouldn’t have. Oh well. We’ll work it out.
I haven’t been eating well lately. Oh well. I’ll drink more water.
I waited till the last minute to buy my mom a mother’s day present. Oh well, she still liked it.
I didn’t go to work last Friday and instead stayed home to do laundry and such. Oh well, I didn’t stink up the office with my dirty clothes….
relax
May 22, 2003 | Leave a Comment
Tons to do. Tons to do.
On my way to the gym to let it all go….
Pessimism
May 21, 2003 | Leave a Comment
More and more I want to leave. Sometimes I want to just take off and live in the jungle. Nothing excites me. Nothing entices me. No one is interesting.








